Laziness

Fucked up life! Daily think of waking up early in the morning and morning have the feeling of laziness , have some more sleep. A person who cannot wake up early cannot resist the temptation of sleeping late and getting uncomfortable. Daily feel emotional uncomfortable . i am failing for last 8 years. How to wake up and just win ? What can i do to resist my temptation and laziness ? Lets think about my future if i remain like this . I will wake up tired with nothing to do own my own . My mechanical engineering mistake will run my life. Will go to work with just money in my mind , no life just money and end to end meets .Just totally dependent on salary. just average life with body not powerful enough to fight or protect. Body not powerful enough to fight with diseases.If i continue this kind of life i will be disastarous . Look wise i will be disastrous with dandruff in my hair,just rough hairs. Daily i am just moving towards disastrous life which will amount to nothing. I mean to say shit life. What can i do to make my life amazing ? How can i interpret my past in a correct perspective ? In the past i had very strained relation with my father. I love my mother more than anything, he used to abuse my mother because of her father's poor background as my mother's father was so poor that in his whole lifetime he cannot afford his house. My mother also brought no dowry with her as my grandparents, my father and my uncle and aunt everyone used to taunt her because of her poor background. My father used to take her whole salary and never give her anything for her expenditure. Just slavery with no freedom. I do not know why my father as he is my biological father so i have to address him as father. My mother was and is very brave , she always fought with everyone for her rights , she never allowed anyone to degrade her value.